i actually hate it here . i enjoyed it  , at the same time getting bored of it . i woke up for classes each day and do the same god damn thing all over . it’s either i’m in class or i would be out getting wasted and fucking things up with my mates but that’s just that . my only escape while i’m here is on weekends where i usually go and visit my grandparents . i tought i needed to get away from everyone and moving was the best deal . but right now i need someone to put this weight on and i’m just so suffocate with my own bullshit . so if i was about to be here for another two bloody year i might aswell start putting my shits together .